almost the end..

why it becomes like this?
always repeating the same
timeless!
there's no space for me to think

i keep silent
but deeply inside
i am screaming
loudly with tears

am i dreaming?
maybe! i don't know
now they're already gone
hopelessness

we may feel the same
but can do nothing
it's really hard
becomes harder and harder

the past is in the past
it's easy to say, huh
but this is my fate
only He Who knows everything!

p/s: i can't satisfy everyone.. including myself..