Understanding the Broken

Salam alaik

Teringat pada sebuah kisah yang di'post' oleh seorang insan pada akhir tahun lepas. Credit to Bungasaksi.

[notes]

purple~ bungasaksi

blue~ her unknown female friend

maroon~ bungasaksi's monologue

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while 'facebooking', then i (Bungasaksi*) saw a status from unknown fwen [female ok!]:

"Can you MEND your broken ?? As for me,The more I try... The more I lose..."

then i replied:

"meaning?"

"hmmmm.. heartaches.. in order for u."cure". like glass, dropped once, broken forever, and even if the pieces finally get put back together, it will never ever be the same again.n yet... im lose... to MEND ma broken... heartbroken...."

"i feel guilty.. cz i broke sum1's heart badly! ;( myb dat person feels d same like u~"

"Yes sayang.. AGREED.. damn.. obviously WE nid such an AMPLE TIME to heal da scars..instead... :( sayang......"

"yup.. time can heal anything myb.. omg.. plz help them~"

"What is broken is broken bungasaksi* sayangg... hmm.. was it ur best fren or parent or mite b ur lover dat uve ed BROKED their ♥ ? kinda sounds pathethic... just lyke wt imma facing now dearie...."

"If you have a broken heart, than its like a broken mirror for a relatinship with someone u love.... Its better to leave it broken, than hurt your self more.. .but as fer friendship.... NO! we ought to handle this FRIENDSHIP HEART with care! it can break easily and after it has been broken it will never be the SAME AGAIN. memang sgt la terasa BROKED!!:("

"Iallah.. TIME will heal da wound bungasaksi*.. but da SCARS still REMAINS there... and yet bof have to b patiently pick up broken fragments and try to glue them together again .."

"emm.. i think so.. wat can i do now is giving dat person some time.. then i'll wait.. hope it'll be better.. even cant be same like b4.. n 1 more thg, i'll neva gv up.. try to heal dat wound.. dat i've made.. iAllah"

[Ya Allah.. what have i done to dat person [here i named dat person, green].. and if green also feels like her, im really sorry.. but i know 'sorry' is not enough.. wat shud i do? i hope we can overcome this problem asap.. i dun wanna see green hurts anymore..

one thing, thanxs for not blaming me for this thing.. and sorry for everything..]

then she replied some more:

"iallah bungasaksi* sayang.. You can feel so 'knocked' after your heart is broken that you feel seriously ill, or as if you've been in a car crash... Yes.. give that person TIME... By the way dearie, i would consider the person uve ed BROKED was ur fren.. so, jus remember that friendship is a blessing, it means so many things,Words could never really tell the joy that friendhsip brings.

and for u darl,what ed eppen..just try to accept it..the damaged has been done..the heart olso ed broken... So, bungasaksi* never regret.. If its good, its wnderful.. but if its bad... thnx To ALLAH cz HE just grants you THE EXPERIENCES..."

yup.. she's true.. everything happens has its own reason.. Allah knows the best!

*[real name had been changed]

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*broken inside*

P/s: Yang semalam menjadikan kita hari ini, yang hari ini menjadikan kita esoknya pula. Luka hati, jiwa mahupun fizikal mungkin terjadi dimana-mana. Redha dan sabar adalah kunci utama dalam merawat 'luka'. :)