Mencari Kekuatan.

Ya Tuhan, hanya Engkau yang mengerti isi hatiku

Yang kian lama parah membeku

Biarlah tiada siapa yang tahu

Tetaplah menjadi rahsia aku dan Kamu

Ya Allah, ku butuh kesabaran dijiwa

Ku perlu petunjuk-Mu Yang Maha Esa

Hadirkan aku semangat didada

Agar bisa ditempuh segala nestapa

Ya Rabbi, Yang Maha Mengawal Hati-hati

Sudilah bawa hati ku pergi

Jauh dari resah cinta duniawi

Dan diakhirnya temukan aku redha Ilahi

P/s: Mode Mencari Kekuatan. >.<

For My Bffs & Friends.

Salam alaik.

Special dedication to my Bffs n friends.

Quote 1

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

- Rachel Ellis

Quote 2

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

-Unknown

Quote 3

The words that escape a friend's mouth are "I'll be there when you say you need me" but the words that are unheard from a true friend's heart are "I'll be there... whether you say you need me or not."

-Unknown

Click here for reference.

P/s: Ya Allah, sumpah aku terharu ngan Bff aku sorang ni. Terharu sangat baca entri dia ttg aku sedangkan aku pun tak sedar aku sbnarnya camtu. Tapi apa yg dia tulis tu benar. Sob-sob.. :')

Eleven Hints For Life.

Salam alaik.

While I am searching for some best quotations, I found these. Eleven Hints for Life.

1. It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3, The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

-Unknown

P/s: I went to dental clinic yesterday. And I'm not afraid of dentist anymore. But I do hate toothaches or gum-aches watsoever. *It hurts! -.-"

It Has Been Almost 4 Years.

Salam alaik.

I am super duper busy rite now sebab nak prepare utk majlis esok. Ceh, wat-wat busy konon. Dan semalam tak tidur sampai subuh sebab masukkan looooots of muffin dalam bekas utk bagi kat tetamu yg hadir.

Seyesly dari kul 11.30 pm - 6. 00 am, I was singing to myself non-stop. Sampai serak suara aku. Campur gusi bengkak ag. Lantak la family, aunties and cousins aku dengar tak sedap pun. Asal tangan aku kerja sudah. Haha.

Ok. Tu baru mukaddimah. Sebenarnya tujuan entri ni dibuat sebab aku baru je baca satu entri blog my Bff. Wowoh, mengimbau kenangan lama yg betul-betul aku takkan lupa. TAKKAN LUPA sampai hujung nyawa ok.

Klik utk view Zaman muda2..4 tahun dulu pada tahun 2007.

Semester 1 2007. Aku mula melangkah kaki ke zaman matrikulasi di Pusat Asasi UIAM Petaling Jaya. Tempat aku start kenal ramai orang. Dan melalui sebuah kelab, aku mengenali beberapa BFFs sampai sekarang! Sumpah aku rasa bertuah dapat kenal korang! Kita bagaikan satu family masa tu kan.

Tapi sedih giler pasal kena separate ada stay kat PJ, ada kena g Nilai. Masa semester 2, aku ingat ag. Aku masih bersemangat sebab kadang-kadang ada program yg gabung G'RIMIS PJ & Nilai. Tapi masuk Tahun 2, semangat aku ntah hilang ke mana. Tapi still aku setia ngan kelab tu sb aku sayang memori antara kita! Walaupun setiap kali g meeting, aku rasa lonely giler! Takde geng weh. Bayangkan... Hmm..

Tapi aku memang sematkan semua memori dalam hati. First meeting kita kenal sama-sama melalui Biro Seni Suara. Second meeting makin rapat. Dan seterusnya. Walaupun kadang-kadang aku tahu ada la beberapa orang ehem-ehem tak suka ngan cara kita, tapi aku tak kisah. Sebab masa tu korang lah kawan baik aku. Ada sama-sama ngan aku. Gelak tawa kerja sama-sama tak tido sampai subuh.

Masa first semester tu jugak, program pertama kita adalah Battle of Nasyeedian. Kita meeting bulan Ogos, program jalan bulan September. Pastu puasa, ada program kat umah anak yatim. Best jugak. Pastu ada Iftar Jamaie. Aku ingat yg aku kecewa takleh join. Tapi aku faham kawan aku tak kasi join sb masa tu kerja dan assignment aku melambak. Tapi hari kejadian aku tolong jugak kat bahagian catering.

Tak lama pastu, aku dapat tahu mainboard pilih aku jadi assistant treasurer sebab yg asal dah tarik diri. Aku tak dapat ag join Biro Seni Suara yg aku sayang. Tapi aku tetap rasa aku sebahagian daripada mereka. Ikhlas dari hati. Aku sayang sangat zaman tu. Last program utk sem tu adalah Farewell Night. Majlis perpisahan utk G'RIMIS PJ & Nilai. Tapi aku yakin sampai sekarang, mereka yg pernah bersama aku waktu dulu, tetap segar dalam hati aku. Sampai sekarang.

It has been almost 4 years. Kami berpisah oleh ruang, jarak dan waktu. Tapi dalam hati, siapa yang tahu? :')

P/s: Masuk maincamp kuantan environment dah lain. -_-'

Masih Disini.

Ku hayunkan langkah kaki

Ingin menjauh dan pergi

Sedangkan hati masih disini

Sampai bila perlu ku nanti pun ku tak pasti

Andai hari itu bukan untukku

Apalagi harus ku lakukan selain menunggu

Tak perlu gundah tak perlu ragu

Semua jawapan sudah tertulis untuk diriku

Suatu masa pastikan ku buka mata

Hargai dirimu dan terus percaya

Walaupun tanpa kata-kata

Semoga kita kan bertemu disana

P/s: Ilham datang tiba-tiba dalam masa 3 minit. :')

In Pain.

I'm in pain.

Both physically n emotionally.

P/s: Be tough ang. Nt la g klinik. T-T

Wordless Wednesday #2

P/s: More than enough.